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by Cashel O'Malley

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1.
i’d like to stay at the Chelsea Hotel when it reopens in 2019 and i’ll do a whole lot of drugs in my auspicious residency it’ll be decorated to look run down with water damage painted on the ceilings and i’ll play a steinway they bring to my room trying to capture my feelings i’ll write on the wall in erasable ink to do what i think Patti Smith does and i’ll write an award-winning ballad all about getting my dick sucked if i could stay at the Chelsea Hotel i'd spend all my time photographing myself be like my heroes just for a day i want to be real and I’m willing to pay i’d like to stay at the Chelsea Hotel when it reopens in 2019 but rent will include cable and wi-fi and dryer and washing machine i’ll tell everyone that i’m writing a book or an album or movie or something and i’ll fall in love with someone down the hall but i’ll see them and i’ll take off running i’d like to live in my own little world where everything i do is important so book me a room at the Chelsea Hotel and i’ll pretend i’m too poor to afford it if i could stay at the Chelsea Hotel i’d spend all my time photographing myself be like my heroes just for a day i want to be real and i’m willing to pay
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let’s get away from all the noise from all the screaming girls and boys let’s hide out in abandoned malls in unoccupied bathroom stalls let’s go to where it’s always clean where rats don’t run across our feet let’s swing right over all the foam of the river that protects our home baby let’s run away to roosevelt island let’s dance across the graves when the moon is shining i can be boss tweed and you’ll be billie holliday let’s step right off the stage to roosevelt island let’s go where there’s a couple trees where there’s no one but you and me where we can see the city lights but they don’t keep us up at night let’s go where no one knows our name where sirens won’t drive us insane where there’s one way in and one way out and we can be forgot about baby let’s run away to roosevelt island let’s dance across the graves when the moon is shining i can be boss tweed and you’ll be billie holliday let’s step right off the stage to roosevelt island
3.
my room is small and the view's the same through the walls you can hear the rain people walk on by if they looked up we'd make eye contact that would suck i can see into the windows of the people cross the street i think that i might drown if my radiator leaks my windows aren't very good at keeping in the heat so stay right next to me my room is small but the ceiling's high-ish it might be warmer up there you should try it my bed's a twin so there's room for two if you really stretch it we could sleep 'til noon it'll only kinda hurt my feelings if you say you have to leave but there isn't room for both of us, there's hardly room for me but wouldn't it be kinda fun to see if we could squeeze and share each other's heat it's cold and i can't shut up about it there's so much i'd be better off without i can't bring myself to throw it all away since i'd have to go out my room is small and so am i if i fall i won't even die all the cars make noises through the night no star could shine when it's this bright the people cross the street can see me when i sleep i'm 21 years old, this is what they call a peak i'm so fucking tired of getting what i need when what i want's so close to me what i want's so close to me
4.
i sat alone commanding an army of dead soldiers i thought about september days when the wind got colder when she left she said to me "i need some time to think" i hear that it's her wedding day all i can do is drink no whiskey in existence could make me forget her i keep on drinking 'cause i had to go and let her steal my heart and sell it back to me i stumbled home from harry's place belting shane macgowan lyrics i sang so loud i tried to make my former lover hear it my voice echoed down the street the concrete empty canyon the falling snow turned into sleet and i stood there abandoned no whiskey in existence could make me forget her i keep on drinking 'cause i had to go and let her steal my heart and sell it back to me it's all my fault i'm to blame 'cause she got sick of waiting all you out there listening try to head my warning there ain't nothing interesting in an unfinished story so pour a glass up to the brim and raise it to yourself 'cause it's you who chose to feel like this no one did it for you no whisky in existence could make you forget it it don't make a difference if you're the one who said it knock it back and sell yourself the lie
5.
please remind me not to take your advice you’re not helping just trying to be nice this is stupid, no one will ever hear but i’ve got no other way of making myself clear ‘cause whenever i speak i see you brace for disappointment my voice is always weak from questioning my choices you said you fell for my fractured sentences or how i panic right after we kiss my incoherent manufactured wit you don’t love me, you only love the bit ‘cause whenever i speak i see you brace for disappointment my voice is always weak from questioning my choices

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released November 11, 2019

songs written and performed by Cashel O'Malley


album cover: John Hollands

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Cashel O'Malley New York, New York

Cashel is a songwriter and producer based in New York.

He is a member of Thelma Collective.

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